Im Back!!

So I am finally back to where I need to be on many levels. The last few months have been interesting to say the least. A few ups and quite a few downs and even a few spins in there just to add excitement. I have had much to write about but for some reason just haven't felt compelled to do so. The down moments I've had I'd rather not dredge them up again so we'll leave them alone, but I stayed away from my long time friend The Closet so it's all good. The ups, even though there have only been a couple have been great and continue to be. I start my new job Sunday...YAY!!! And when the work day is done I have a great, loving man waiting to see me. Honestly this is bliss for me.
The job...well it's pizza so not much more needs to be said other than "show me the money!"
The man...where do I begin! He's awesome, not only to me but to my kids and that means the world to me. He treats me like a queen and looks at me like he's never seen anyone prettier. Is it love? Not yet but definitely on track to becoming so. He sends me texts saying he misses me and wishes I was there with him. Every morning he sends a text saying good morning along with some form of endearing name. And every night wishes me a good night and sends "kisses" over the phone. I know I sound like a girl right now and yes this is kinda mushy but until he started doing these things I didn't even know I would like them. As I told him the other day, I feel like a school girl and I didn't even feel like one when I was in school!
My kids are happy I'm with him and that's the most important thing about being in a relationship. I learned the hard way a few years back, if the kids don't like him Im never gonna be truly happy. And he's good with kids. Having raised his 12yr old daughter by himself for the last 9yrs he knows what it takes to make kids happy and what needs to be done, instead of a weekend dad who hopes his current girlfriend knows what she's doing so he isn't at a complete loss.
Oh I could go on and on but I won't cuz Im starting to get on my own nerves.
All in all the last few months have been good and they've been bad and I don't expect any different because that's life. Every bad turn of the wheel makes us stronger and every good turn makes us appreciate what we have even more.